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shagged@@|Sunday, May 25, 2008


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93 words

Speed test


i'm sooo tired durin itp la.. tis is maddness.. barely able to concentrate at all )= but also i myself to blame la.. knowin tt i have to wake up at 8am in the mornin fer itp.. i still slpt at 6am -,- KUMGONG~~ serve you right.. 3.5 hours more till end off work.. JIA YOU!! hehe.. at least i wasn't late today.. whee~~

speakin bout late.. i was late on last thurs fer work =x reach at around 10++.. hoho.. but all thanks to my wonderful performance at work.. i was spared :P grade fer first month of itp.. A fer conduct and A fer performance!! HUAT AR~~~

anyway.. i went back to help dforce ytd.. omg cui.. sold 1 set only.. but nt cause i rusty OK!! cause it show is in few weeks time.. and the camera industry is indeed shrinkin smaller and smaller :/ went over to stay overnite at drk's hse on sat nite since i was workin at parkway harvey.. chatted the whole nite and slpt at 6am again -,- RAWR.. 2 days slp fer 6 hours.. owned =x

dunno wat to talk bout le.. tired tired T,T happy belated birthday to tommy aka sp.. so when i'm payin to sent my ears fer treatment again =x haha.. no offence.. i want more time.. to go cut hair.. to go take hair.. and to GO OUT!!

- if i have you to be with.. everything will b easy :/ -

can u give me some sort of sign, you wreck my heart like there's no tomorrow.
11:07 PM

imbal|Tuesday, May 13, 2008


imbal

hmm.. some words actually stabbed mie in my heart.. well.. i've try my best.. no pt blamin anymore^^ but fer once.. at tis certain stage of life.. i've found no1 to turn in to o.0 even my so called "2 best females friends".. haha.. so fer the pass 3 hours.. i've been wastin my time readin the pass chat logs i had wif an certain person..

hoho.. emo no more.. ceed is strong.. back on track.. today i'm gonna talk about the term "imbal".. whenever i use the term imbal.. seems tt they will neither reply mie wif 'huh' or '??'.. issit tt hard to understand.. too bad blogger doesn't support the script fer pollin.. aww.. anyway.. imbal is an shortform of imbalance.. and we usally use it to describle some1 or an action when he or she has done.. fer example.. WAH IMBAL!! i'm expressin out how impressed i felt.. damn.. havin a d7 eng sux.. i'm sure u all still dun understand )=

aiya.. play more dota ba =x i started usin tt term after being involed in the dota community.. GOSU+IMBAL.. are terms which we gamers love to use.. haha.. i remember there was once when i was havin my fyp.. and i spammed her wif tt term till she was pissed off =x tsktsk.. o yeah.. there tis new term tt i've learned recenty too.. the word "SWT".. i all along thought it meant SWEET.. and guess wat.. in the end.. it turned out to b SWEAT -,- damn pai seh seh.. lols..

how i reli reli wish i could get drunk 1 day =.= i just spammed finish half a bottle of absolut vodka neat -,- *gone

- the next time you open your eyes.. the world might have already changed.. -

can u give me some sort of sign, you wreck my heart like there's no tomorrow.
9:00 AM

broken ambitions..|Tuesday, May 06, 2008


broken ambitions..


wow.. it's kinda like a miracle since i'm bloggin 2 days in a row o.0 haha.. anyway.. i almost overslpt today la.. lucky nbr late.. tsktsk.. slpt like around 3am ytd@@ reason?? to stop a major yet redundant dispute between 2 of my buddies.. KUMGONG~~ but at least i didn't waste my time^^ it was resolved after few hours of emo-chattin o.0

i've been tinkin alot tis days.. mayb i should learn from bo.. private blog FTW :X but nah.. i guess i'll b too lazy to rant everything out.. i dun have an imbal knowledge of english.. lols.. life's ironic issit it.. ppl tt u wish to help will reject you at all cost while ppl which dun have a sense of belongin wif fan u like no tomollo.. haha.. ceed has been livin on earth fer near to 20 years le.. hmm.. and i'm kinda proud of my sense of judgement ppl ba.. or mayb.. i was wrong since kai sheng tt fag claims not to return mie and danny's SGD.. yeah.. it's SGD.. nt alz, meso or zeny o.0

the workin enviroment of dforce(i'm sure every1 know's wat's tt) and SE reailty(the current company i'm havin attachment in) has reli taught mie alot.. dforce taught mie and trained mie to b a man.. i admit i've learn most of my leadership skill throughout my 2 years of workin.. and of course politics and public relation.. ppl will just bu shuan you cause of a uber small matter.. but of course.. wif my wits.. i'm spared :D on the other hand.. in SE reailty.. i felt tt i've been spoonfeeded -,-
tt's nt wat i want la.. all the task given to mie were kinda simple o.0 debuggin of java script, uploadin the server side etc.. LMAO.. ceed reli likes to complain.. have work cannot.. too slack also cannot@@ i'm PICKY :P

DUMBFOUNDed might b the correct term to describe myself.. daniel boss once told mie.. i'm hidin my true self behind the fake mie.. haha.. durin tt time.. i thought it was just a casual remark.. but as time goes by.. i came to my senses and finally understood wat tt meant.. but well.. it's kinda too late now :/ i've regreted.. *gone fer real..

- hopes are disappointments.. Wishes are meaningless.. -

can u give me some sort of sign, you wreck my heart like there's no tomorrow.
1:27 AM

OutBreakZ reformed..|Sunday, May 04, 2008


OutBreakZ reformed..


woots. ceedie is in a gd mood today :D HEHE.. haben been bloggin fer a long long time.. kinda bz at work so no chance to blog.. and my student logbook.. it's uber empty la.. dunno wat to write inside.. wonder if bo, guang and alex have write ant.. SOMEBODY TEACH MIE =x

alrite.. the past week is just work--> come hm--> cabal--> slp.. weekends == full time cabal.. BAH.. reli no life.. i can reli reli predict myself diein infront of the com one day -,- OK LA.. to zi wo an wei.. at least i went to watch iron last friday.. haha.. comments bout the show?? felt tt the storyline was kinda predictable.. paid fer the graphics ba..

yay!! it was gvg wif Delirum ytd.. and to my surprize.. we won^^ endin score was around 100-80.. despite the fact tt fog and respect healed us.. i'm sure both parties had fun.. OutBreakZ FTW!! it's been a week since i've started to handle tis guild seriously.. in the past.. i'm more like an selfish GM.. it was even on the verge of disbandin@@ much thanks to tera, des and rm.. and of course the rest of my BABIES.. LOVE U ALL LAs :P

alrite.. enough of the virtual world.. everytime will b history when my enlistment letter comes@@ most of my buddies are alr preparin to book in in a few months time.. damn dota.. RAWR.. fer makin mie retain half a sem.. BAH.. but also cause of dota.. i managed to make wonderful friends like james, jx, alvin, desmond and gang.. o yeah.. and my long lost gd friend --> derrick ong han ping.. LOL!!

let's c.. i guess i can forget bout apply fer UNI le.. despite gettin a GPA fer 4.0 fer the past 2 sems.. i guess thanks to mu kuku 1.3 GPA durin year one.. i can only manage to pull it back at 2.6 at most -,- emo emo.. signin on fer army is way out of the question.. ceed hates army =x and sadly to say.. my mum gave birth to such a healthy child.. meanin no chance to down pes from 'pes A' T.T ers.. nbrmS.. let's hope i will get rich 1 day and pursue a private degree.. whee~~

hmm.. i'm typin a super random post today.. PARDON MIE.. tsktsk..

- in your heart forsaken mie.. in your eyes abandon mie.. but whatever the come out be.. i'll b there fer u.. -

can u give me some sort of sign, you wreck my heart like there's no tomorrow.
8:25 AM